Does it even matter anymore?
I’m doomed to repeat the same fucking cycle.
Feel better, fuck up, descend back down. It’s like I never left, found my home down here again won’t be leaving for a while now. Not until I lose more of my sanity in this hell I’ve created for myself, it just never ends.
I just want it to end.
Feel the last breathe escape my lungs and finally have release.
Fucking kill me.
Just someone do it.
I can’t fucking take it anymore
I just want to die